first win of the season?

Hm. It seems like my luck may have temporarily changed. I find myself tripping over what to say to this girl. Though I've slept with her twice. Last night while drunk she told me she's never been infatuated by a younger guy. I am 4 years younger than her. Woke up this morning and felt a strong urge to kiss her before she left but didn't. I'm not sure why.

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Mass consumption holiday

I'm going to invent a holiday nobody celebrates, full of crass consumption. And you know what else I'm goting to do? Drag my friends along and bore them to fucking death while I consume!

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Just Need to Vent I suppose

It's been a while since I've been on here. I must say, I forget how therapeutic it is.
Anyhow I suppose it would be a good idea to start with an update.
Still depressed as ever
Can't stand my roommates
Lost my job
Poor as shit
Subsisting on canned and/or stolen food.

It must be nice to be a complete ignorant fuck. If I were ever given the opportunity to go back to school and make something out of my life, I would be all over it in a second. And I can't say I would be a fucking dumbass about it either. My roommate who hasn't had a fucking job in over 6 months, who is living off her student loans, and her friend decided to make a trip to the local adult store today, and take me along. I know, I didn't have to go, but since I'm out of work, I decided to go along anyways. I'm not sure why. It was a terrible idea, because not only did it remind me of how terribly alone I really am, it also pissed me the fuck off because I think there's only a million other things that money could be used for in a situation such as ours. I could only imagine what it must be like to have a fucking tit to suck on your entire life, no matter how big, and be able to watch others bust their fucking asses at their jobs they hate just to make a paycheck to keep the roof over their head.

And in other news, I'm single.. again.
I was seeing a girl.
She was bat shit crazy, pants-on-head retarded.
I don't know what I expect that's too much. All I ask is for a friend more than anything. That's all I really wanted in her, but it ended up becoming some bastardized hallmark card relationship. I had only known her since August. We just broke up about a week ago, because she was hell bent on me moving in with her and the whole white picket fence existence that I'm ever so not okay with. Yet, I'm made out to look like the bad person because she took it on herself to take care of me (feed me, etc) not that I had asked her to. I don't want to seem ungrateful, but I really hadn't asked her to do a damn thing for me except drive me to the bus station once. Everything else was on her own free will, and I'm assuming just to load her cannon if we ever broke up because she threw every fucking bit of it back in my face. So. I told her to fuck off, and lose my number.

I REALLY DON'T THINK I'M THAT HARD TO GET ALONG WITH.
or maybe I really do ask too much.

It's been a minute

Thought I'd start this shit again.

Lately I've been tearing my fucking hair out of my skull out of boredom, frustration, and searing hate for all of humanity.
I've come to the conclusion that I know what I want, and I know how to go about getting it, the problem is that I'm scared. I don't want to be, I'm tired of the paralyzing fear of what lies beyond the tip of my fucking nose.

Fuck All on Fox.

Got my iTunes back up and running after my previous scare with at&t and 20th Century Fox, recovered all my music (This is why you're supposed to make backup disks, just in case big brother is watching you, WHICH HE IS.) Won't be long now until I get some of my movies back, just waiting til an opportune moment. Ha. Take that fuckers.

In some trouble with 20th Century Fox and AT&T

Started out as a normal day, cleaned the house, went out to buy some candy, came home and there was a message from at&t and 20th Century Fox in my email. Saying basically that I'm busted for copyright infringement and filesharing. Here's a copy of what was sent:

CHRISTOPHER NOLIN
44095

Dear CHRISTOPHER NOLIN:

We recently received the attached notice from 20th Century Fox claiming that your Internet account may have been used for copyright infringement. Specifically, 20th Century Fox claims that your account was used to reproduce and/or distribute copyrighted content without authorization to other users of an Internet-based file-sharing network. We are forwarding this notice at the request of 20th Century Fox -- please see the enclosed document.

Content providers such as 20th Century Fox routinely monitor file-sharing networks to determine if their copyrighted movies and music are being distributed illegally over the Internet. 20th Century Fox identified your AT&T account by its numeric IP address, a string of numbers identifiable by any site from which you upload or download files. When an Internet user connects to file-sharing networks, the IP address assigned to the computer connected to the Internet becomes publicly available to other members of the network. Consistent with our Customer Privacy Policy, AT&T has not released your name or any other personal information to 20th Century Fox, but is forwarding this notice to you so that this issue may be resolved without any further action.

You should be aware that copyright infringement is a violation of U.S. law, and potentially punishable by fines and other criminal penalties. It also is a violation of the AT&T Acceptable Use Policy, which governs your use of AT&T Internet services. If infringing activity persists, 20th Century Fox may choose to seek a court order requiring AT&T to provide it with your name and address so it can pursue legal action against you.

By forwarding this complaint, AT&T is not making any accusation of wrongdoing. Rather, we are bringing 20th Century Fox's notice to your attention so that you can take prompt and appropriate steps to prevent any further activity of this nature from occurring over your Internet account. Steps you may consider taking include:

Ceasing any sharing of copyrighted content that might be occurring via file sharing software, services or networks;
Securing your home Wi-Fi network to ensure others are not accessing the Internet through your connection to download or distribute illegal content;
Talking with family members or guests who may have used your Internet connection in ways you are not aware of;
Using virus and spyware protection software to protect against security threats and ensure your Internet connection is not being used in ways that you have not authorized;
Learning how federal copyright law applies to online activities by visiting the U.S. Copyright Office's website at http://www.copyright.gov/.
Violations of the Acceptable Use Policy can result in termination of your AT&T service. We encourage you to review the AT&T Acceptable Use Policy online at http://www.corp.att.com/aup/ and the AT&T Customer Privacy Policy at http://www.att.com/privacy.

AT&T is committed to protecting your personal information and ensuring the best possible online experience for all customers. Please review the attached letter for information regarding the alleged copyright infringement. If you have any questions regarding your AT&T Internet account or AT&T policies, please call us at 1-866-618-7991 or email us at complaintresponse@abuse-att.net.

Notice of Copyright Infringement
Re: Unauthorized Use of Fox Property

Notice ID: 343-1522519
Notice Date: 17 Mar 2010 18:47:03 GMT


Dear Sir or Madam:

TWENTIETH CENTURY FOX FILM CORPORATION and its affiliated companies (collectively, "Fox") own intellectual property rights, including exclusive rights protected under copyright law, in many motion pictures, television programs and other audiovisual works (collectively, the Fox Titles). We believe that your AT&T Internet account is being used to reproduce and/or distribute copies of one or more Fox Titles on the Internet, in violation of Fox's legal rights. We have set forth at the close of this letter the details concerning this infringement, including the title(s) of the Fox Title(s) in question, the IP address of your account at the time of the infringement, and the date and time of the infringement. The documentation included at the end of this notice specifies the location of the infringement. The audiovisual works being offered through your Internet account include the following:

Title: Avatar DVD Screener


The copying and/or distribution of copies of copyrighted audiovisual works without the authorization of the copyright owner constitutes copyright infringement under the U.S. Copyright Act, 17 U.S.C. §§ 106, 501. This conduct may subject you to significant liability, including statutory damages of up to $150,000 per infringed work for willful infringement. Under certain circumstances, copyright infringement can give rise to federal criminal liability, with penalties as high as five years imprisonment plus a $250,000 fine. (See 17 U.S.C. § 506; 18 U.S.C. § 2319.)

Such infringing activity also constitutes a violation of AT&T's Abuse Policy/Terms of Service Agreement, and such breach may give AT&T the right to terminate your Internet access service.

Fox is committed to creating a positive online environment where consumers have many legal choices for enjoying movies and TV shows over the Internet, and we hope you will take advantage of this growing array of safe, legitimate options. Although various legal and equitable remedies may be available to Fox as a result of such infringement, Fox believes that the entire Internet community benefits when these matters are resolved cooperatively. We urge you to take immediate action to effect removal of the detected infringement listed in the below report, including:

1) Cease any unauthorized offering or downloading of the above title(s), and any other film or television titles whose copyright is owned Fox, on any peer-to-peer or other internet services; and

2) Delete from your computer any unauthorized copies of the above title(s), and any other film or television titles owned by the Fox, which you have downloaded from or offered on any peer-to-peer or other internet services.

3) Send us a prompt response, which makes reference to Notice ID 343-1522519, indicating the actions you have taken to resolve this matter. Correspondence should be directed to:

Email:
mailto:fox_eve_p2p@copyright-compliance.com?subject=RE%3A%20Notice ID: 343-1522519 Copyright Infringement
or:
http://webreply.baytsp.com/webreply/webreply.jsp?customerid=343&commhash=f2576bbd6774706bf36589a833a7395a

Please reference the Notice ID 343-1522519 in all correspondence.

You can learn more about piracy by visiting the MPAA's web site at http://www.mpaa.org/piracy_whoAre.asp.

The undersigned has a good faith belief that use of Fox's property in the manner described herein is not authorized by Fox, its agents or the law. Also, we hereby state, under penalty of perjury, under the laws of the State of California and under the laws of the United States, that the information in this notification is accurate and that the undersigned is authorized to act on behalf of Fox with respect to this matter.

Please be advised that this letter is not and is not intended to be a complete statement of the facts or law as they may pertain to this matter or of Fox's positions, rights or remedies, legal or equitable, all of which are specifically reserved.

Regards,

Mark Ishikawa
BayTSP, Inc.
PO Box 1314 - Los Gatos, CA 95031

Fox Copyright Compliance #: 408-341-2317
BayTSP fax: 408-341-2399
fox_eve_p2p@copyright-compliance.com
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20th Century Fox
BayTSP Compliance Team, Compliance Manager

P.O. Box 1314, Los Gatos, California 95031

(408) 341-2317,
fox_eve_p2p@copyright-compliance.com


AT&T


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SO long story short, everything on my computer was right well fucked. And I'm a bit pissed because all of my music and movies were deleted from my hard drive and/or rendered completely useless.

perpetuation.

I've noticed that I never make any progress. And whining about shit is actually taking two steps backwards. Forgive my poor spelling, if any mistakes are made since I'm blogging from my cell. Anyways... I've recently begun to think maybe college isn't in my best interest. I have no money for it, I have no classes I'm really interested in, and in the time I waste there, I could have a job and save money for more important things like a car... And beer... Eh, both.