It's been a minute

Thought I'd start this shit again.

Lately I've been tearing my fucking hair out of my skull out of boredom, frustration, and searing hate for all of humanity.
I've come to the conclusion that I know what I want, and I know how to go about getting it, the problem is that I'm scared. I don't want to be, I'm tired of the paralyzing fear of what lies beyond the tip of my fucking nose.